EVOLUTION

Is happening right now.

It’s a connection through these words, even though we may not have met or spoken.

I AM creating what I want to coach you to do. A bearing witness to the process of self actualization through physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and financial balance. Creative movement coaching is the current expression of my life and evolution. A living document that plays out in my day to day actions that includes my relationships, blog posts, social media, seminars, workshops, speaking engagements and one and one coaching. A vision of global change takes place as we co create through self actualization. This creative energy is the new radicalism done internally and through soul connection of like minded individuals to influence change.

By being and doing this WE ARE

A master creating masters

A leader creating leaders

A king leading the most to royalty

A teacher imparting the most knowledge

That spirit is always revolving, devolving and evolving. Not to indulge too deeply into my past, but you should also know where I’ve come from. A bypassing of that experience would limit my full expression and ability to co create. A snapshot of my evolution is represented through the twelve step work I’ve done. This includes the fellowships of NA, AA, SLAA, SCA and DA. The 25 years in therapy, and the spirit altering employment of my personal coaches a few years ago. 

My life depended on getting sober in 1997, and although I believe in integration, integrating drugs and alcohol wasn’t/still isn’t optimal or life enhancing. 

I do however find enhancement and optimization in the integration of my shadow self. A celebration of what one may call imperfections in most areas of my life. Unfortunately our brain satisfies itself through black and white thinking when we must live mostly in the grey. I thought that if something wasn’t “working” for me, I could abstain and “count days” -  the way I did alcohol and drugs. This never worked and a shift in perspective allowed me to see the working components of what I thought wasn’t working. I came to understand and refer to these “shadow” behaviors as “kinks”, whether they were sexual or not. I began to integrate and celebrate the passion that they brought to my life.

My inner work has been understanding that our society lives this abstinence lie in all it’s dark corners; Especially in how we view our sexuality, attractions, and relationships. Most of us are somewhat fluid if we allowed it, and that fluidity speaks to non duality and can ultimately apply to all things. 

My outer work has been an embracing of human interaction as an opportunity to learn better who I Am. This is exactly what my experience in recovery has become, and it is my way of optimizing a challenging but purposeful program. 

Embracing my rebelliousness and understanding my need for structure is the breakthrough I needed to fully integrate my shadow.  I AM  radical. I AM a revolutionary. I AM a rebel. 

But what I thought was rebellion was exactly what everyone else was doing. I was dark, angry, fed up, selfish, small, complaining of everything I viewed as injustice. This was the kind of rebellion that I was engaged in. The fact is that this rebellion is sameness and I was in word and energy just like everybody else. 

And feeding into that energy was a self fulfilling prophecy beyond equation due to the overwhelming magnitude of like energies in the world. 

I choose to be a radical guided by the principles of compassion, kindness, generosity, vulnerability, sincerity, and non violent communication. This is radical, revolutionary and rebellious. This sets one apart from the rest and satisfy’s our individualistic urges. From this place we create our own evolving dogma and honors others from the past and present on this path. You are truly writing your own instruction manual.